Surprise, surprise, the girl who retreated from the blogging world has appeared again, after more than a year!

Frankly speaking, i have no idea what to blog about, and i assume it does not matter because i am sure absolutely not a single soul will be reading this (serves me right for not blogging for eons).

In the past year or so.. many things had happened indeed.. that changed my life in a way or another. Mostly good things, i should say, in spite of thinking that 2009 would be a terrible year last year. So, 2010 has already arrived (more than 6 months ago, oops), and i am currently coping well with it. Not too terrible, i should say.

None the less, i am currently faced with problems which i've never expected myself to face. But.. I'm strong-willed and i will live through all these ups and downs of life. I should say that miracles do happen, because i have seen them for myself. Perhaps, in my case, such miracles do not last long. Still, i believe that you can change your fate!

Who said life is a garden of roses and sunshine?

At this point of time, my band life has practically came to an end. I've stepped down already, unofficially though, since POP will only be in November, after my O levels. I still have to practice on my horn though, for i am playing the horn as my second instrument for my Music O levels.

I have been through all the big and small events and happenings of my CCA, and i am sure i will miss such experiences and memories(happy/unhappy ones) of being a band member.. at least for now, because i will most likely be joining band in jc, no?

It's the June holidays now, and although i have tons of work to do or catch up, i am really thankful that i can wake up later these days. Indeed, 6 am and 8 am makes a world of a difference!

Well. I shall come to a final full stop soon, and you will not be hearing me until a few years later, perhaps. What you read earlier on was pretty crappy, it was just stuff that came out of my head without second thoughts. The non-blogger in me is still unwilling to let out all the exciting happenings of my life!

And now, i shall settle back into my shell and not blog for another few months/years. Till then!

Recording link: With Heart and Voice AMKSSBAND - Amkss band

SYF 2009.

I think the band should learn and understand that Mr Tan, our conductor, is not a metronome. A conductor is someone who puts all our musicality and our emotions together. A conductor is there to guide us on the right path to express our music together. We should not play music as an individual, but play it as a whole. We should look constantly at the conductor so that we understand what kind of feelings, what kind of emotions, what kind of music the piece represents. By looking at the conductor, band members will be able to think together, feel together and make music as a whole. We should look at the conductor constantly while playing music. As i sit by the synthesizer, i can see almost everyone in the band. Our weakness is that we just love the score so much. We love to scrutinize the black dots and stems. If everyone will just pull their eyes away from the stand, from the plain scores, we will be able to understand what the conductor wants, what the conductor think of the piece and hence be able to perform music together. I said, perform and make music, not play out the score. So what if individuals are able to perform music? If we do not look at the conductor and understand what kind of music he wants us to play, we will not be able to express musicality as a whole. What we play will just become the musicality of individuals.

Jiayou for SYF, Amkss symphonic band. Lets perform and impress as one.

Shareler.

i desperately really need help for physics-light. physics test is tomorrow. anyone kind enough to go to school early tomorrow morning at 7++am (tomorrow is late-start monday) to teach me physics? especially the drawing of rays. sms/ring me okay, if there's really such a kind soul. thank you v. much.

HELLO! it's the first day of March, meaning......
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my birthday is coming soon!

it's 25TH MARCH :D
it's 25TH MARCH :D
it's 25TH MARCH :D
it's 25TH MARCH :D
it's 25TH MARCH :D

*hint hint!*
*points to shopping malls*

okay, bye! :]
have a nice day, tata!

p/s: it's on a wednesday.

hello!
i haven't blogged for sometime, so i've decided to update for a lil before it's really inactive or dead.

life hasn't been pleasant AT ALL recently.
school-lots and lots of tests ): we have 3 pure, 2 tests per pure, so there's 6 tests in total. others who have only 1 pure will have only 4 tests. that's the negative side of being in the top and best class. oh well!
band- SYF is drawing near. scared, really. i hope i don't screw my parts, especially for piano where my piano part is really exposed.
piano- my diploma is in june, went for registration just now. man! i need to find time to do my programme notes!

i'm still learning time management and impulsivity.
:D (fang hong has heard enough of me managing impulsivity).
oh well.

oh well!
enough of updates.
shall be back in the next century/millennium or somewhere around then.
:D loves!

sometimes i wish i can go back into time.

幸福不灭 -羅志祥



what a meaningful song.

every cloud has a silver lining.
i won't be disheartened, i will stay strong.