why is it that i keep reminding myself that i lose to you?

today i couldn't think of anything i'm better than you in.

she said that i had talent. you said that i'm better than you.

funny, i wanted to believe in those but i know that that's rubbish.

i couldn't be better than you. 

from my point of view, alot of people think that i have talent,

but in my heart i feel that you're better than me, and i don't have talent cause they're simply the audience, they don't know the hardwork that have to be put in. 

those people are wrong, i don't have the talent. 

you know that you're better than me yet you said i'm better than you.

funny eh. :|

of course, people don't see the hardwork. 

it's just the outcome they see. 

you once told me before, its the outcome, and you don't care the process. 

i guess it works this way. 

now you win me in everything. 

you said you don't, but that's the truth.

i know what i'm lousy at.

you know that i'm average, because you learn it.

i know that i'm average, because i learn it.

people think i'm good, because they don't learn it.

people think you've great, because they don't learn it.

people talk alot, but don't know what they are talking about.

hmmm, you good. but i don't think you're great. but you're still better than me.

and you put in hardwork. i don't put in hardwork.

i think that's why you're better than me.

if i put in hardwork, i may be better than you.

i hope, someday.

i keep thinking that its the talent that you have, that i don't.

maybe we both don't have the talent. 

maybe i should change to be thinking, its the hardwork that you are willing put in and the persistence, that i am not.

i should stop thinking that you have the talent. 

just one thing i hope-

i hope that if i put in hardwork, i'll be better than you.

then it'll be the competition against hardwork, not talent.

the audiences think that we have talent, but i don't think any of us have talent.

hardwork, hardwork, hardwork.

i just can't take it that you're better than me, no matter what people say.

but i guess i deserve it, because i didn't put in hard work, you did.

its nothing on talent.

its just hardwork.