SHARELER <3
*28 May 2008

i hate being naive.
its hurting me in life.
i swear, im not gonna be naive for the rest of my life.


Teardrops on my guitar.
Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I'm needing

Everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's so damn funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love,
He's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes,
So perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight,
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone,
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

'Cuz He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see.

i won't love you anymore.
she's meant for you,
and you're meant for her.
why love you, when there are many more fishes in the sea.
im sure that you're not the only beautiful fish in the sea [:
i'll try to stop loving you, i promise ;D
and i won't make empty promises.
i hope she'll love you and appreciate you,
cause there's many others, like me, who will.
and i know you'll appreciate her,
as she's meant for you,
she's a sweet, pretty lady :D
i'm happy for you, i promise.
i hope.


i realize that i've not been posting pictures for a VERY long time,
so here goes!

french horn section<3
some are in 2007 , some are in 2008.
















credits to mabel's blog for andy's birthday pictures.
yingying's always not in pictures, cause her mom is too strict and often don't let her out D:
and go overseas. what a pity :/
& MY FACE ALWAYS LOOK SO FAT IN PICTURES! D:


hello ;D
i haven't been posting lately.
there's lots of band practices and stuff.
& i've gone back to photoshop and neopets! [;

nothing much, basically..
hmmmm. have a sudden craving to go to vivocity with jiahui(:
cousin!:D
there's lots of sales and all, advertising on the newspapers.

at home..
play the piano,
grab a book,
do some work,
pack and tidy my room.

im so free these days, that im so bored,
listening to my mp4 so much, im kinda sick of it.

band camp's on Thursday (:
there's going to be an instructor to take us for drills,
and he's really strict, really fierce!
i hope i can gather all my energy and concentrate on drills.
Dao wei took us for drills yesterday,
still had problems with my marching.
but its okay towards the end ^.^
POP's on saturday,
coming to think of it,
i sure will miss mabel and amanda.
hmmm, i don't know what is it like to be a sectional leader,
because im not one and i hope i will never be one, seriously.
being a sectional leader is tough, as mabel have to always..
worry about us, scold us, trying skipping AP just to take us for sectionals or to guide us,
sms us about all the practises, having to inform us everything, having to listen carefully to each member of the horn section and try to improve us.
and the list goes on..
so yingying! :D poor her, she'll be the sectional leader next year, i bet! :D
awww, don't deny it, da pang!

so tada, thats all for today.