hello!
today.. i was thinking, and i found out that in my 14 years of living in this earth till now,
i have actually done a lot of things i regretted.
and among them, there's 2 which i will never ever forget.
i shall share them with you, haha (:

1st thing-
well... i was stupid enough to be influenced by my other friends and i really did some mean things to my ex best friend. (that was in primary school). and i felt really mean and.. don't know how to say. back stabbed her.. yeah :X she didn't do anything wrong to me, yet i followed others and thought that she wasn't a nice person to be with D: that was really regretful because if i had ignored others who tried to say bad things about her, i believed we would've been best friends till we graduated. well, we're still friends, but i really missed being her best friend. i love her! <3 we'll still be friends forever :D

2nd thing-
uh. this is not very easy to explain. hmmm, okay. so there was this guy who liked me and in the end i rejected him off very extremely indirectly and in the end he got hurt and it spoiled our friendship. i thought that i should had told him directly instead of indirectly. in the end, i supposed he hated me and we didn't even manage to end off well being friends :X he was a really nice guy, and it would've been great if we were still friends. i believe he still dislikes me till now. but still, since its over, let it be. to him- thanks for all your efforts to put a smile on my face last time. i'm sorry for all the indirect things i've done. sorry no cure.. yeah. but i hope we could had ended off as friends. too bad :X

the end :D
what i learnt from this 2 stupid actions- i should learn to appreciate those around me.

:D
had IAP dance practice today.
yingying was damn funny. but she was criticizing me lah.
never mind.

had oral exam today.
was okay..
everyone said i talked too loud! :/
i think i talked softer than last year le.
last year they all could hear my crap story about my pink barbie doll.
lol, i didn't had a pink barbie doll.
i remember having a blue one, though. <3
this year i talked about new york's PHANTOM OF THE OPERA <3333333333333

i miss new york ):

damn nice. <3

Artists Stand Up To Cancer - Just Stand Up!

Beyonce
The heart is stronger than you think,
It’s like it can go through anything.
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie Underwood
Sometimes you want to run away, Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into, your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna
I’m tellin’ you that,

Rihanna- Miley Cyrus
Things get better, Through whatever

Rihanna
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up

Sheryl Crow
Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce
You need to know

CHORUS
Sheryl Crow
If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough, But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up

Sheryl Crow - Beyonce
Who are we to be..questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up…THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie
It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face

Leona Lewis
Just because you go through it

Fergie
Don’t mean it got to take control, no

Leona Lewis
You ain’t gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia Cole
Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona Lewis
Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you

Keyshia Cole
And sayin’ you can’t go on

Rihanna
I’m tellin’ you that

Miley Cyrus
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna
If you fall

Miley Cyrus
Dust if off, don’t let up

LeAnn Rimes
Don’t you know you

Natasha Bedingfield
Can go

LeAnn Rimes
Be your own

Natasha Bedingfield
Miracle

Carrie Underwood
You need to know

Ensemble

Mary J Blige
You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Mary J. Blige
If you fall, dust it off

Mary J. Blige
You can live your life

Rihanna - Carrie Underwood
Yeah

Mary J. Blige
Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna - Carrie Underwood
Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah Carey
And you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good

Ashanti
Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary J. Blige
And it will get better

Mariah Carey
Through whatever

CHORUS

Fergie
You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within

ALL : THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!