hello!
today.. i was thinking, and i found out that in my 14 years of living in this earth till now,
i have actually done a lot of things i regretted.
and among them, there's 2 which i will never ever forget.
i shall share them with you, haha (:

1st thing-
well... i was stupid enough to be influenced by my other friends and i really did some mean things to my ex best friend. (that was in primary school). and i felt really mean and.. don't know how to say. back stabbed her.. yeah :X she didn't do anything wrong to me, yet i followed others and thought that she wasn't a nice person to be with D: that was really regretful because if i had ignored others who tried to say bad things about her, i believed we would've been best friends till we graduated. well, we're still friends, but i really missed being her best friend. i love her! <3 we'll still be friends forever :D

2nd thing-
uh. this is not very easy to explain. hmmm, okay. so there was this guy who liked me and in the end i rejected him off very extremely indirectly and in the end he got hurt and it spoiled our friendship. i thought that i should had told him directly instead of indirectly. in the end, i supposed he hated me and we didn't even manage to end off well being friends :X he was a really nice guy, and it would've been great if we were still friends. i believe he still dislikes me till now. but still, since its over, let it be. to him- thanks for all your efforts to put a smile on my face last time. i'm sorry for all the indirect things i've done. sorry no cure.. yeah. but i hope we could had ended off as friends. too bad :X

the end :D
what i learnt from this 2 stupid actions- i should learn to appreciate those around me.

:D
had IAP dance practice today.
yingying was damn funny. but she was criticizing me lah.
never mind.

had oral exam today.
was okay..
everyone said i talked too loud! :/
i think i talked softer than last year le.
last year they all could hear my crap story about my pink barbie doll.
lol, i didn't had a pink barbie doll.
i remember having a blue one, though. <3
this year i talked about new york's PHANTOM OF THE OPERA <3333333333333

i miss new york ):